Monday, June 22, 2009

why not

I cannot trust. Anyone. I can't even trust myself. Why is this so difficult for me to understand? I am happy. But all this happiness is so foreign to me. I'm starting to doubt its legitimacy. Where can I even begin. When you doubt something, you want to believe it's true. You want to believe it is really there. But what if it's not true? What if I'm just blinded. I hate to not know what is going on...but sometimes that is the only way to be happy. Or is it?

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