Tuesday, June 23, 2009

continuance

Mentally, I want to be somebody. Physically, I feel like nobody. Emotionally, I cannot find motivation to become somebody. Everyday I wake up, hoping my life will become new & improved. I really don't know what's next. Everything seems to be monotonous, & ongoing with no future hope of change. I want change in my life. I just don't know where to begin. After years of routine, with minor breaks of indulgence, everything goes back to the way it used to be. I don't know how I can handle things going on to be of the norm. I want to be famed, successful, acknowledged. I know I have it in me, but then how come I cannot find the strength to let it out. I can't make decisions, I'm insatiable. What's next?

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