deals

So here we go...i have nothing to say right now. Just a bit disappointed in myself. I need to start watching what i say, i'm getting too far ahead of myself. Au revoir

today

Wooo American pride. I'm thankful for my family, friends, Roxy, food, hot showers, clothes, boys, dimsum.... I think that most people would never think about themselves on this holiday, i mean come on how can you be selfish on a holiday devoted entirely to NOT being selfish. But anyway, i'm gonna say it loud and proud. I'm thankful for me. I'm thankful for who i am and what i've become over the years. Alongside of that, i'm thankful for the people who have been there to support me. Selfish? maybe. Applicable? i think so. Anyway, eat an extra slice of turkey for me! Only to add on another 5 lbs to the 25 lbs i'm anticipating to gain. Happy Thanksgiving.

independence

Today i took a personality test, and apparently i'm melancholy. Odd, considering i took the same exact test last year and my personality proved to be entirely different. I think that those tests are just bs-ed half the time and hardly anyone really takes them seriously. However, there's a certain curiousity about them. It leaves people thinking "am i really like that?" No of course you're not like that. It's impossible to label someone's personality depending on some 1986 test made just based off of god knows what. I wish i could make it sound less inferior than it is, but it's really not. Anyway, i have one more thing to rant about. Why is this generation so oblivious to everything? They claim to see beauty according to how society puts it. Yet when they're sick of that said beauty, they look for other ways to see it. It digusts often, when people claim to be "creative" and "classy", but then again how many times have you seen that same exact thing replicated? I admit i have been one to fall prisoner to this style of thinking. It's so deceiving, yet so tempting....

reverie

Once upon a time, a long long time ago, in a faraway place known as my Mind, i decided to create a blog. A blog in which i could pour out my heart and soul in a healthy and "private" manner. Although i wish i was popular enough as to where the mere mention of my personal life would automatically interest people that i was barely even aquainted with. Sadly, this is not true, and this pathetic attempt of a blog seems to be dying down slowly. Now that i am faced with nothing else to to but rant about the ups and downs of lifes adventures, i might as well take the opportunity. For whoever reads this, i should have you know that mood swings are an understatement. I'm only human, although i wish i could be bitten by a stunning, immortal vampire and thus made that way myself, but i should not even dream about such fantasies. That doesn't mean i will not. Any way, i hope to intrigue you as much as i intrigue myself; i think too much. Plese don't feel ashamed if any spark of criticism creeps about your mind as you read my meaningless ventilations. I will be obliged to take it with full consideration. Of course i'm lying, i would be utterly pissed off if you were to judge my life, but that just adds more spice to the whole matter. Good day, & happy reading.